dearest friend,
in loving kindness and with due respect to our friendship...
after long and careful deliberation, i have determined that i am best served, by immediately revoking any access you have to intimate spaces within my being. this includes access which i myself have granted, and all forms and means of access initiated by you by friends, family or any prayers or magic.
having taken this decision and these measures pains me on some level, though i have given you many fair chances to adjust, and i now see that you do not respect the boarders and limitations, choices, and changes i have set, the universe has now bestowed unto me control of the situation.
you have put me in a situation where there is no choice left but to communicate directly with you on a tough level...
you are currently interfering in my love and growth. you are negatively impacting critical balances i have been putting into place. your actions and selfishness have caused me tremendous pain. your efforts and means to persist to forge a self-serving connection with me, now have no place and fall on barren and infertile land. the desperation you have demonstrated to persist and be present in my life, and to force through any reasonable distance i have established is as ugly, as it is shameful.
please know that a very real and deep disassociation to you is now in effect, that you are no longer are permitted to enter into my life and it's workings. i have removed any capacity you have to be present within me.
your diamond mind may indeed turn immediately to wondering how long this will be the case. the answer in the form of a time-frame, is of course unknown, but i can tell that you now have no access to me, and it shall be in effect until such time as you at least become genuinely accepting of my decision.
there shall be no negotiating this situation, or circumventing it on any level, or in any realm, it is under my direction exclusively. it is now in effect and ever shall be until at least such a time, as you cease to experience a need to force yourself into my existence.
the conditions which shall satisfy any change to this configuration are; you developing a capacity to demonstrate a truly reliable and fair friendship. that i am the only one who may take initiative to check to see if you have made the required changes and adjustments.
may i respectfully suggest an approach you may consider taking to initiate healing yourself from the current situation, and also to give you a reasonable idea of how much work i require you to do for me to consider entering back into a friendship with you?
cease all consultations with the occult in any way.
do what it takes to get back in touch with a therapist. work with them for a year on stablizing yourself, then work with her for another year permitting them to coach and shape you into a person who is able to start a developing balanced relationships with others. showing the therapist this correspondance and asking to use it as a guide to your welbeing, and also to guide you to do what is necessary to make the changes i am insisting on.
i alone shall be the one who determines if we shall ever have the capacity to enter back into that sacred realm of honourable and decent friendship.
with love and light...