"I may not know where I'm going, but I know where I am every step of the way." Dick Price
It's funny how one sentence can sum up my life. Is my life this simple? I use to plan my future but I gave up on that. My mind keeps changing and I'm resigned to the fact my future will always be unknown. The only thing really certain is that sometime this year, I'm taking time off to spend one month in the Philippines and 3 to 5 months in Mysore. The length of time I plan to be in Mysore is not even certain. I'm committed to 3 months but I'm keeping the option to stay longer. After Mysore, I have no clue what I'm going to be doing.
Yesterday's practice was terrible. I had no focus and I kept looking at the clock. I guess I was rushing to get home and prepare for my massage shift. It was just one of those days.
Today's practice was much better. I got to bed pretty early the night before and I was just flowing. It was a small class and the gigglers were not there today. On most days the gigglers don't bother me. I just look at it as a challenge and just block everything off. But on days that my focus is bad, it's really distracting. Nothing much has happened this weekend. I did take the guided class on Saturday because I missed the mysore class last Friday. It just reminded me why I hate guided classes. It was a good work out but I don't really consider it yoga. A guided yoga class to me is more like a stretch class.
Tonight I get a Thai massage. One of my friend who's a yoga teacher and body worker is giving me a Thai massage. He asked me to do his tax return in exchange for a massage. It's quite a good deal cause it only took me 15 minutes to do his return and I get an hour massage in return. It's a fair deal though because he would have been charged at least $80 at H&R Block. I need a massage. I gave 10 this weekend.