Bad Son
Last Sunday was the first day of the new yoga shala. It is now called "Yoga East". There were at least 40 people on the first day. I didn't know what to expect from Maia but I have to admit I was pleasantly surprised. I was a little worried that she may put her own spin to the practice. Most of us in the shala are Guruji's student(1/3 of the whole shala have been to Mysore at least once and more are going later this year for the first time) so we were just hoping that she would respect Guruji and the practice. Noah once said, "I'm not your teacher, I'll only an extension of Guruji." I think Maia is an extension of Guruji too.
After practice, I joined Amanda and Stephania for breakfast at Prasadam. I arrived around 9:15AM and they had already started breakfast. I think Amanda knows me more than I realized because when I told her that I was skipping the Philippines this year the first thing she said was, "Have you told your parents?" In the Philippine culture, even if your an independent adult, you parents blessing is very important. I told her, "No, I haven't told them and I haven't spoken to them since I made the decision." I still haven't figured out how to break the news...I think they will disown me or maybe they already have.
I spoke to them about a month ago and the first thing my father said to me was, "How's your job?" We got into this whole discussion about loving your job, working fulltime and not jumping from one job to another. I've explained to them many times that I want to live a simple life and that I'm very happy with what I have and what I'm doing. It's like talking to a brick wall. My father still expects me to have a professional career, make good money, have a nice house and car, get married and raise a family. I've told him many times..."it ain't happening" At one point he got feed up with agruing with me so he passed the phone to my mom. The first thing my mom says is, "How's your job?" I was ready to go blastistic but I continued to explain to her that I'm perfectly happy with what I'm doing. We're arguing for only a few minutes and I'm ready to bang my head against a wall. Why can't they just be happy for me? I was ready to just bang the phone, luckily the phone connection got cut. I was going to call back but I was no longer in the mood to talk. I haven't spoken to them since. I have no desire to talk to them in the near future. I have always been the "good son" growing up. I had good grades, obeyed all the rules and never gave them problems. My brothers have always given them problems. I have now become the "bad son".
I was hoping I could share this journey with my parents. At this point in my journey, I know I have to go alone. I wish they could just support me but they're trying to pulled me back to the old path. This yoga journey has been exciting and fulfilling but I have had to make a lot of difficult decisions along the way. Skipping the Philippines has been one of those difficult decisions but it's the only way for me to move forward.
Another thing I told Amanda during breakfast was that I decided to push my trip two weeks earlier. I recently realized that Guruji's birthday is two weeks before my original departure date. For some reason I thought the first full moon of July would be in the first week of July(like last year). I've never been to Guruji's birthday so I decided that I should experience it a least once in my life time. I think July is still pretty hot but Guruji's 90th birthday celebration is to hard to pass on.
At the tail end of breakfast, Abi came over and told Stephania and I that he was meeting Shannon for coffee at Casbah. Amanda had already left. Stephania had to go so I joined Abi and Shannon. I was too full to order anything so I just hung out with them. A few minutes later, Leigha and Michelle from the shala arrived. We didn't expect them and we barely knew them. We invited them to join us. I have spoken to Leigha a few times but I think I've only exchanged a few sentences with Michelle. It's strange that now that Noah & Kimberly are leaving, I'm getting to know the shala people more.
At around 12:30, Shannon decides that she's ready for lunch. I had no plans until 4PM so I decide to join Shannon, Abi and Leigha for lunch at Dusty's. I don't remember the last time I went straight from breakfast to lunch. It was a strange but fun morning/early afternoon. Good food and good company...life doen't get better than that.

















































