The wind is so full on, the rain like the almighty tap on full bore...what gives...it's only March...last week I was at the beach...
Maybe it is just the tempermental island weather, hell the weather across the whole country is nutty, but here on this wee island it comes in all shapes and sizes, seriously.
I was thinking about this long and hard on the man because I did not break a sweat until I pushed thru that little bit of third that I do....and even then it was more like a "glow" or glisten not a sweat, so what is with that? Maybe I am just a super slacker, I don't know....
Practice is great, though. It has been now 4 months (okay 3 1/2) since I left my old studio. So since then I have mostly been practicing at home alone. I have done a few workshops of course and had some of that yoga vibe my way. I have been to 3 or 4 classes off the island. On the island I have 2 classes that I am teaching a week which is going really well. ANd then I go along for a self-practice session that turns into a talk-thru, and generally there are a handful of people about for that. I hoping to get another class going in another month or so as well...it is a process, it is all a process, it all just is, and will be this way....gradually changing perhaps.
I suppose one of the reason I am not as interested in writing about this is because of the general well "acceptance" that I feel about where I am at. The one thing that is nagging at me is of course the job. The job is only going for another 2 1/2 months and I know that is not long, but at the same time, why not now, my heart is just not in it at all. I should not complain. It is not so much that I am complaining about the job as it is complaining about my poor attitude....if that makes any sense.
I do miss classes though I have to admit. And I miss the energy of practicing with other people. I miss the warmth, cuz it is cold right now, I miss the hardwood floors.
But I do not miss the crazy city life one bit, so not too bad a trade off when I think about it.