Fourth day in a row! Wow, I could do this every day! Practice wasn't as magical as yesterday. The life living me isn't living me so cleanly. I think that everything is falling into place. The giant sine curve is lowering in in intensity. Or the ripples in the pond are getting lower. Or wait, Chitta vriti nirodaha. Something is happening. Magic of the universe is penetrating deep into my skeptism.
Had a job interview yesterday. Sales position. My anarchist youth deep inside never thought I would be there. My grown up me is really excited. Making twice as much money would be very nice. Growing up I was never taught about money. Living in one of the most expensive places in the world, I better be learning and thinking about it or I will be sinking. Besides it is just another relationship. I work on other relationships, why not this one?