Had a wonderful All Hollows Eve with the son, or should I say spider-man. Pulled the denim liesure suit out of the closet and away we went. The shiva costume is in the works, but ain't here yet. Next year for sure. We got together with the sons girlfriend and her parents and wandered around Piedmont. Family fun means so much to me now. Life is getting simpler. Don't care about all that stuff I wrapped my head around in the 20's. Feels good to let it go.
Practice has been going well. Big Berkeley V had me add Mari D and the Boat. It has been month or so since i've even tried the D. wasn't close. Give it a while.
Have been really letting go of the aspiration in the practice. That is definately a new thing. The little voice keeps asking me to ask the teacher, but who is that little voice? Do I need them? Who are they, and why are they telling me what to do anyways.
Still holding anger towards the ex. Holding it in the body. How do I get that out? Time? Some kind of practice? Maybe I need to perform a ritual?