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The Disappearing Practice

It's been awhile, but I don't have much to say.
Yoga: I've completely fall off the yoga wagon. I'm mad at myself over this new development. Things keep coming up. I keep promising to do evening practices and then something happens, like last night when I ended up having to film with someone in my group and didn't get home until after eight. Or I just fall asleep, or can't muster up the energy, or, as was the case lsat week, have to deal with both ferocious tonsillitis and ladies' holiday at the same time. I'm kind of confused about my practice now. About it's place in my life and my attachment and/or non-attachment to it. I wish I had a teacher. Or at least another ashtangi with whom I could practice. This self-practice business isn't working for me...I'm too undisciplined. And, I hate the gym. I hate, hate, hate it...so that's part of the problem too..I hate going there, and therefore I'm less inclined to practice. F*%&...I'm quite mad at myself about this whole thing...I have only myself to blame for letting my practice slip though.
Other: spent a long weekend at the cottage doing absolutely nothing, other than going to the beach, going for 5km. walks each morning with my mum, playing Scrabble (won both times!) and going boating on Sunday. It was divine. I finally did nothing for the first time in awhile, and my body definitely appreciated it.
Um, hm, school's been fine, but busy as usual. Thankfully I got my whole telvision story done yesterday (it's not due until Thursday, so that was a bit of a relief). Editing makes me dizzy, dazed and confused, but at the same time I secretly love it. I start my radio rotation on Monday, which I'm looking forward to.
Monday night I went to the Black Eyed Peas concert with a few people from school. Not the usual Andrea kind of concert. In fact, I can't remember the last time I went to a big arena-venue show, but we had fun and danced our asses off, so that's really all that matters.
Other than that....trying to decide whether I should go to salsa night tonight, or stay in and chill. Firday night there's a BBQ, but I can't decide whether I should go or go to my parents' place instead. I think my family wants me to come home for the weekend to celebrate my birthday (it's officially next Tuesday), but I feel like I should go to the BBQ, because I never stay here and do things with my friends from school on weekends. So, I dunno. I just love getting away from here on weekends though...oh well, I'm sure i'll have fun either way.
Off to school...more editing today, yippee...and hopefully tennis tonight with the Dental Student.


On my iPod: "One more night" --The Stars, "Sleep Tonight" --The Stars, "First Five Times" --The Stars

Comments

Is there not a yoga studio or some other place where you could practice?

To be entirely concise: no. Much to my dismay.

--A

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