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It's About Non-Attachment

*SOB* Yesterday I attempted another practice at the hotel. I wasn't feeling any better but I did manage to pull off more of a practice than the day before. Sun Salutations, all of standing, a few seated and a closing headstand. I spent the rest of the morning in the pool with the kids and then making the long drive home.

I got up this morning prepared to practice... did my routine... then got a note from my doctor and the advice of my husband that it would be best if I didn't practice today. I am feeling better but am clearly just moving to the other side. It's imperative that I'm better and healthy by next week so I'm very sadly, near tears, taking their advice and not practicing today. Can you believe it... this just pisses me off royally. My last two weeks of practice and here I am missing a whole week of it. Perhaps this is the universe showing me the value of non-attachment early? I vow to go tomorrow... I'm loading up on "stuff" today and tomorrow I WILL be all better. I WILL.

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You know that practice will be there after the surgery :) It may take a while, but it will be there for you.