i have such a hard time with daily titles for this blog. i feel like they are always really boring and then half the time i barely even write anything about what the title is pertaining to.... oh well....
I had a nice work weekend. It rained a little on saturday, but then got nice right as the market ended which was good. sunday i had a good day too. I need a little time to catch up, but it doesn't look like that is anywhere in the near future.
H's mom is here for a few days and we have a full social schedule lined up. i kind of just want to stay home and work and watch movies, but that's not the plan and i know it will all be fun. Literally, though i don't think we've had a free night in weeks. so, it's a little draining. i just wish i could say no. no. no. to people, but i can't and i always have fun. so i guess there is nothing to complain about. right???
today a friend of H's is coming one of his oldest friends i have never met before. so, my mom-in-law, the friend and i will do something today/tonight, then tomorrow my bro-in-laws 50th b-day and he is up from arizona especially for his b-day and then wed market/ H's mom is leaving, Thurs i teach yoga from 6-7:15 then the market and then dinner with a friend, fri my friend from london comes for one week. she's never been here before and we are going to have so much fun....
how do i work in between all of that???
my practice has been so hot and cold. my teacher talked to me a few weeks ago when i was having a really hard time, about how sometimes energy needs to go elsewhere and everything is ok..... he told me to practice just primary for a while, but then i started feeling a lot better and started 2nd again. and then today i asked him he thought, i should start doing second again and he said stay with just primary for awhile. so, once again i just have to surrender to the crazy flow. it's amazing how much my practice suffers when i am not in balance. like all the bullshit that is going on in my life is directly reflected in my practice and all of that just needs time to be back in balance and once things are flowing more smoothly i think my life will be more consistent and hopefully my practice will too.
it is so amazing to take time each day to reflect on ourselves and what is going on inside. i think i would be so much more confused about everything if i didn't.